Life's like...

     Just feeling like writing something down....Many many finals are coming and guess what I'm loving them allllllll!  

Endlessly torturing the "little spoonhead"  is my fav. Damn it....ughhhh gotta study now   +_+

               Previously in Tutanon's blog *trying to make my blog looks like the beginning of LOST -TVseries* I talked about my midterm and the outline for this blog. First of all, I did Okay on my midterm which is a bit disappointing. Oh and I got above 80 percents hehe. I was expecting more from my hard work, expecting that it would pay me a hugeee return. Well, what can I say, except that I'm done with it.

        In this Intermed Macroecon classes, there are 8 ppl who intentionally take this class for their major/minor requirement. So do I. Hopefully, I could make econ as my 3rd major. And thanks god *grinding my teeth*, Yuxuan is in this class also.  She is so gonna pull the class average up and that absolutely troubles every single one of us. Or that might just trouble me since most of them seem to be equally smart. While I am thinking about this, I have this flashback of me taking midterm exam. The room is not too big not too small. It's just right for summer session. After he distributed the midterm exam, the test began.............He gave us 75 minutes to finish 4 problems. I really have problems with the language he used in the exam. btw, he is not originally from US, his last name is something like Gubochov. May be from Russia? By saying this I did not mean that my lang is perfect, it's the other way around. My english is not perfect, so is his. And when I have to understand his english it just not gonna happen that easily. That's why I feel like every question is ambiguous. So I decided to write as much as I can to show him that I at least learnt something from him. 70 minutes passed, we have 5 minutes left, I was still struggling with this problem "with blah blah blah given conditions - it's like half a page long, find the equilibrium interest rate and interpret the relationship to the discount factor and outputs" I got this crazy equation expressing the relationship between interest rate, discount factor, and outputs. But the thing is I could not interpret their relationships. You have to carefully rearrange this crazy equation to interpret it correctly and who knows what form it should be. And the situation was getting worse after he told us that the average of class now is around 17 - the perfect score is 20, (there were some freak getting out from the examearlier) I was like "hell no,.. this is impossible" it really broke my nerve. And I ended up making up some logical relationship with hope that he will give me some partial credits. In the next morning, I checked my score on blackboard, wholeheartedly but disappointedly accepted my score. Everyone just did soooo well on this midterm. One of my classmates told me that he is gonna give only one A+. But I think A is good enough...*sigh* hopefully he curves our grades otherwise, I see no way of getting above 93.

            Let's change the subject, hmmm, my mom emailed me that I HAVE TO GO Home.....Mom misses me too much....how sweet eiei? I just love love love my family soo much...Could not wait to see them again. If nothing goes wrong, I will def see you guys this winter na' krab....*hug hug kiss kiss*

Best,

Tutanon

PS: Mr.Kiat, I don't know when/where I pick up the ending "DUAN" it's like ด้วย but I always say ด้วน instead a'. And thanks for the wish, I need some more hehe...

Surprise!!!!

   hehe not that long huh? my new blog is up again. So so so I just finished studying for my econ midterm. I'm now 80 percent ready - hopefully this number does not lead to my midterm score. lol

Wish me luck duan na' everyone

    Hola everyone. What have you been doing up? While I was reading s/o blog, it really encouraged me to get my ass out of the library, lab - could not really say it's a lab though it's something like a huge cubical concrete boxxxx w/ 6 desktops plus three to five living creatures sitting there trying to discover the nature of neutrino, HEP, and particle physics which are in someway interelated.  Ahhh again, I always get very frustrated when I tried to talk about one thing then I just started another topic and keep babbling until I lose my motivation to talk about that topic again. Okay what I wanna say...hmmm oh alright after I read my friend's blog, I finally get enough incentive to write this blog about my first summer session at Duke. ngae I think my brain stopped functioning after I talked about my internship...haha that's funny...Anyway let me use this blog to outline what I FIRSTly intent to tell you guys....

    Internship w/ Prof Schol

    Piano no no and sight-reading improvement YEAH

    Classes - econ 105 w/ Leo

    Housing life @ Central

    Other research assistant fellows

    New friends? Another side of life? New loves?

    Getting back home

    Yeah that's pretty much all the topics I wanna write. But sorry guys, I have to stop here. It may be a bit too late to complete the story. Am I look like Anderson Cooper? hehe The first hour is for an intro of everything. The next hour is for the detail..Haha Anyway, next blog will come up pretty soon. Prolly after I'm done with my Intermed Macroecon 3 this Tues...See yah soonnnn

Affectionately,

Tutanon

          Okay this might be very stupid to some of you guys. Even myself, I had been thinking for a whole life that it is stupid too. But now, it's happening to me. F*ck it.... 

Lord Buddha knows what I'm talking about....

        Yes yes yes… I was finally liberated….Done with final exams…Mua hahahaha>> It’s been a while since my last blog was released. I was just too glad that , again, hehe I was d-o-n-e DONE DONE w/ my finals that I forgot to say hi to everyone. So ..How’r y’all doing?  There are so many thingsss having been happening in my life. After I finished my final which were on May 4^th, I believe, my sister visited me @ Duke Univ. The first thing she asked me is why your school is so scandalous. How on earth the Duke LAX players having such a not-so-good reputation for raping, forcibly sodomizing and sexually assaulting a black dancer (not quite sure if she is also a stripper)? That stunned me. She was pretty good at catching up w/ whatever news around the world, or that might just be around my school. Frankly, I first did not give a sh*t for this new. However, after I was questioned too often, as one of the members of Duke community, I could not stand being offended by those who might misunderstand our school. I mean at least those who simply picturing our school as school of rich, smart and WHITE kids (I'm ASIAN -THAI) who lack of ethic which consequentially raising the issues of racism and financial gap within society, please open your mind, look at us from more different angles. I could not argue that it is not embarrassing or that they are innocent since I haven’t been catching up with news lately. But again do not judge our school from this only news. Who knows? They might not be the culprit. Instead, they might be victims who are calumniated. No offense or anything, but how come the majority of ppl around durham think that they –the LAX players tried to distort the reality, use their wealthy and cunningness to turn the judgment around. Anyway this is just my personal opinion. You guys might have a different attitude to this news.

          Let me get back to what I said before. So my sister visited me on the 4^th of May. We had spent a brother-sister time together for like, what, 2 or 3 days. I took her to shopping store such as ROSS, MARSHALL and Target. There are some good quality goods and incredibly cheap perfume at ROSS and MARSHALL. And at Target, I fortunately got a $75 gift card from a law firm which I had helped them as the interpreter for prolly 8 hours. (Wasn’t that worth? I mean both in terms of new experiences I had and the money.) So I just want to finish it before it expires. Okay that should be all about my sister's first visiting. The extension of brother-sister story will be presented after my sister’s second visiting tomorrow. How excited? Hehe

            I have to apologize to you guys for writing this unpleasant blog. A bit too long but hehe. I just have so many things as I mentioned before. So the next thing to say is about the Graduation Ceremony of Duke Class of 2006. CONGRATULATIONS P’Bowbo, P’P, P’Yim, P’Yelly, P'Ooy and P’Nat. It has been two good years w/ you guys. I will be missing you all. But for P’Nat, you gonna be here for at least 3 or 5 years. Hopefully we can get together more often. Hehe. P’Bowbo, you r such a sweet sister a’ krab….heartily congratz na’ krab’ I will be missing you so dearly. P’P I will be expecting your Ph.D in law @ Duke na’ krab. P’Yim hopefully you are coming visiting us @ Duke or at least @ DC every year or 2 3 4 5 6 times a year kor dai na’ krab. P’Yelly, the to-be Morgan Stanley staff. How awesome krab? You will surely be a successful woman. At least the Morgan Stanley name can guarantee that. Hehe.

            Ngaaa I still have so many things to write…I haven’t written about the moving out period. More importantly, I haven’t mentioned anything about my summer internship yet. This will be in next blog la’ kan na’….

Peace

    I AM F*CKING STRESSED OUT>>> gosh I really have to stop studying for while. Thinking about something to do and here I am updating my long lost blog....hehe First thing to say "HELLO" everyone, haven't been here for ages. Hope you guys are doing great....I'm so , I don't know how to say, excited, nervours, scared, and angry with my stupidity. Final exams are approaching laew a'... Have been studying for econ for like 2 days already but still, when I started doing the pervious exam, I'm totally f*cked up. I think I already  studied very carefully (that might be my misunderstanding or something, whatever hur!!..)  Okay so what else I want to update here,,,basically, my life at school is alright, nothing is too bad that I can't deal with. Oh yeah I will be performing my piano recital tomorrow..wish me luck duan na' everyone. It is actually my ..what 6th time here at Duke laew a'' however, I still feel like it's the first time which is good, isn't it? in terms of the fresh and passion I have.

    Btw, dad and mom if you get to read my blog, my summer plan is to stay here at the gorgeous Duke  University doing internship w/ professor Scholberg...Just in case you guys are cusious, I will be working with whole bunches of data from Super-K(amiokande) 2...I haven't really get to read the paper she gave me three weeks ago though due to other burdens had been put on me consistently. Hopefully after the final I can start doing my real project...And hopefully I get a chance to go to Japan some time..Besides working I think I will be taking two economics classes which might consume fair amount of time. And I decide to quit working as an esteem food-runner not because of money, problems, etc. I really love working there but you know that when you feel Okay I'm enough....that's what I feel now. I'm gonna be missing friends there so much. Thanks you guys for helping me out and most importantly giving me an unforgivable oops...unforgettable experience. hmmm that's more than enough to catch up with what's going on in my life.. hehe it's 2 23 I have 7 hours before my recital begins I have 2 to 3 hours before I get back to my comfy couch (notice "the couch", I'm sleeping at the library tonight.)

    One more thing, I'm gonna be missing my physics 181 folks so much..Dudes you gave me an incredible semester of learning. Learning both physics and *censored* something something.....I like it haha...also whoever gets this far, I mean already finished 181, do major in physics dude, Loki! you I mention in particular...

Peace,

Tutanon

LET's STUDY weeeeeee!!!!!!

PS: CONGRATULATIONS to P'Photo na' krab on your acceptance to Columbia U - King's College nge nge...